Watching notes on She Came To Me (2023)

She Came To Me (2023) directed by Rebecca Miller

I liked this movie more than I thought I would. The trailer didn't do justice to the cinematic beauty and gentle flow of this romantic comedy. It is sweet that all the main characters find love and healing in the end. The young girl in love, played by Harlow Olivia Calliope Jane, is nervous about whether she would change and forget about the significant moments of her life after they are over. I remember when I was ten years old, I thought to myself I'm ten now and life will never be the same. I will never look at the world with these same eyes again. Now at forty-two, I think about how I am living my life, daring to be creative, grow and be a better partner to my husband, and devote time and energy to activities and people that make me happy. For a while, I was worried that I wouldn't be able to get employed and the guilt, insecurity and rejections got me down. But now, a job offer is coming, and like that young girl, I'm nervous: nervous that my life will change and I won't remember to value the same things in life. I will have to remind myself that I can make my life goals come true if I have the courage to pursue them. A good movie makes you reflect on your life and teaches you curious factoids like how tugboats can be surprisingly resourceful.

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